Yay~ Brazil has won the World Cup!! Got back from shopping in time to catch the Finals between brazil and Germany...Bought a green skirt from Mango...I feel quite guilty though...*resolves not to spend so much of mum's money* walked around town, but the weather was shoo humid and sticky...oh well. Bumped into Cha Cha at Orchard with this guy that looks like her boyfriend??? hoohoo~ I have no idea what to wear tommorrow. sigh....and I haven't got my school stuff ready yet...oh well. I'd better sleep early tonight, in case I can't wake up tommorrow. Meeting sarah and ash early so we can find the class. I have no idea what we are gonna do after 10am, since we have 3 hours break!!! Arg.

WhooHoo~

I love my new bed...its much bigger and roomier...but its a double-decker, so I can feel the bed shaking when my sis sleeping upstairs start tossing and turning. Went shopping for bed linen yesterday with my mum, Billy's 2 girls and my mum's friend...We nearly died, his children are so spoilt they deem taking the train as boring and demanded on taking taxis wherever we went. But of course, we made em walk and walk and walk...HAHA. About time they learnt some manners too. hmm...

Haven't blogged in ages...i think. The orientation on Friday was good, saw all the freshies and all...felt like deja vu. :-) I have been eating a lot of ice cream lately, with late night trips to swensen and all...must resolve not to eat so much ice cream. School's starting on Mon and I have to be there at 8:00am! Arg. Just hope that the new class will be nice.

Went to Borders with Ash after dinner at KAP on Friday, and we talked quite a lot at Coffee Club express at Kino. It was nice to really sit down and talk to her after a long time...Don't worry Ash, i'm sure your confusion will slowly clear up...*hugs* Will be joining my mum for shopping later in the afternoon, hopefully I can find something nice. Yay~

Today is a Goddamnit Day

Spent the whole day at the hospital doing nothing but WAIT. Got back home and nobody volunteered to help me clear the rooms for the beds which will arrive on Monday. My mum's not sure what she wants me to do cuz she is not sure when Billy is coming down to dismantle the old beds and help clear stuff...but one thing she is sure about is that she wants me to clear the rooms, but not what and how. Feel my frustration. So dust-sensitive me had to clear the rooms with little help from my brother, sneezing like a crazy woman all the way...My sis complained that she was too tired to help coz she spent her day doing a miserable piece of homework. Me and brother has therefore concluded that she is...stupid. Who the F has problems with homework in sec 1? arg....*Me looks at her room, not knowing what to clear, but decides to cover her nose and plow through the room* damnit. I HATE re-decorating!!! :-(

Yet another HOT day

Suddenly cold showers are my best friends... :-) Bought a futon bed, a writing table and shelves from Picket and Rail today...but I have to do a lot of clearing up I guess...Tomorrow's a jam packed day: Wake-up, Do housework, Go to Coca restaurant for lunch, go to Changi General Hospital with mum and spend the rest of the day waiting to see the doctor there...sigh.

Had dinner at Borsch just now...haven't eated russian food in a long time...The borsch soup was nice, the shashlik...okay....

I lost my Ringgggg! The ginormous silver one!! *wails* waitaminute....I think I now where it is...hmmm. I'd better not loose it... :-( Watched Ally McBeal and Gilmore Girls, watchin Darma and greg now...Mon and Tues are the best I tell you.

I'd better sleep early....if not mum'll scream at me again...she's been having this strange habit of watching me sleep in the morning...*shudders*

Its such a hot day!!

Went for the OGL meeting today and I thnik there were several complications...so I will just wait for the email to let me know my duties... :-) Was nice being in school and seeing all those familiar faces, missed you people especially TOf...yay~ Will do my nails and paste stuff in my notebook later...yesyes, bimbo activity again. *Tsk.

Pandemonium today...we got our new class timetables and for a while everyone was holding their breath as the damn page loaded...hoo~ I am in the same class as Ash and Sarah!! *shrieks* Feel damn bad for merv though, being in the same class as Maddy the Mole-ass... :-( It doesn't seem fair that he always gets stuff like that...hope the Mole rots in hell. humph.

Will be going furniture shopping tomorrow...yesyes, I haven't quite finished doing up my house. -sigh-...*thinks of Billy traipsing through the house and sighs more* Oh well...yesyes, give the man a break Eunice! Just hope that everyone can get along with everyone in my new class...I miss 1t08 already!!!! *wails* :-( New semester...here goes nothing...

Gosh...a disrupted hazy-lazy day...got a phonecall from Russ.

Russ:I'm near your house, can you come down?

Me: For what?

Russ:Talk

Me:Nope, bye

*shudders* eeks...wad's he doin at my house I really don't want to know. Anyways, I shall turn in early and have a good night...In case I wake up late tomorrow...hoo~

Take the What Kind of Chinese Food Are You? test!

yay~ wonton soup...yumyum...thinking about wonton soup makes me feel hungry! *contemplates going out to buy food, pauses and decides that since its hazy-lazy sunday. . .*

*sits contently at comp* Today is a hazy-lazy day. . .sang at church today, the message today was surprisingly good and the music produced was better than before...practice does make perfect. :-) Hit paperchase at Borders after service. Andrea was right, the paper there, not forgetting the notebooks and stationery was surprisingly attractive and reasonably priced. Bought meself a simple notebook...gonna paste pics and all in in soon...As I was browsing through the stuff at Paperchase, two chinese tai-tai-ish looking women walked pass and lazily commented:"Orrrhhh...Papaercahse arrr...London one..." "Oh, see *points to one DJ-ish lokking notebook and quoting artist name at the same time* so nice..." "But then, *looks at me who happened to pick up one of the notebooks from that range*...everyone will have the same book one" Tsk. Yesyes...rich middle-aged ladies, I get your point. ;-)
Walked past a book talk cum interview featuring Kerpal Singh, Hwee Hwee Tan and Suchen Lim...all writers talking about writing in Singapore etc etc and also at the same time launching their new book. Stood there, relaxed and listened.

Walked past Marks and Spencer and stopped myself from buying their digestives...been eating too much junk food at home lately...Meeting for the briefing tommorrow...yay~ back to school (without the books and business...yet) can't wait to see TOF since I missed the last outing... :( oh well~

Find your emotion!

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Okay...I want to hit papaerchase at Borders with my Monica-bitching friend whom I haven't seen in what seemed like ages...misfortune after misfortunes prevent me from going down...Mum fell sick on Wed and she called me on my hp...from downstairs. Said she was feeling nauseus and very giddy. I was praying it would'nt develop into a fever cuz that may mean that her wound where she was operated on might have gone infected internally. Scared me to hell...waited and kept watch as she slept...she was too giddy to even sit up...prayed fervently. Suddenly realised that I was the mother now and somehow accepted yet resented the fact. -sigh- She woke up hours later feeling much better...to my great relief. Then it was my turn to black out...I must have fallen asleep...cuz when I got up...I missed the meeting with merv. Kazv and andrea....*wails* Mum: Please dun do that again...*breathes normally again* Now monitoring her diet and her medication...may have been the nerve enhancing pills or it may be her low blood circulation...whatever it is...hope she can see her doctor asap when he returns from his goddamned holiday. Maybe I can unwind at Merv's party tomorrow. I will try my best to bring something for the potluck... :-(

I hearby declare that I have lost touch with EVERYONE!!!! Mum fell sick yesterday and I missed a trip with merv, Kav and andrea... :( oh well...I still dunno whether I will be going for the party...*headache* Something has changed and I don't know what...I don't really like it anyhow...yes i am talking nonsense.
arggg everything's not conirmed....what the hoo~ the timetable ain't out yet and is drivin me nuts!!!! For the time being, I REFUSE to do anything about my dumd tagboard....

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Had hokkien mee and chicken wings for dinner...weird hunger pangs at before that time of the month...did a little shopping today. My mum was intent on hunting for a Triumph bra that she saw last christmas...as expexted, the hunt was futile...cranky olde woman~ haha...Shit! I just realised that on the 21st of July, I have outings with 3 grps of people!!! Accompany my mum for Physio, hang out at Marina South with my sec school mates and a party at Merv's house...Shit...where shall I go? Maybe I can go for all three? I doubt so...*headache*

You are 40% evil! [?]

You're more good than evil, but not by much. You've drank straight from the carton of milk in the refrigerator, and maybe kicked the neighbor's cat, but you're still good. Kinda.

You're PRIDE! You like yourself, and you aren't afraid to show it. You don't like to admit when you're wrong, and you think you're better than most. You're represented by the color violet.

Quizzes, quizzes, QUIZZES!!! yay~ I like girl interrupted...

you're girl, interrupted. you're fun and friendly, and just a little bit crazy.

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What the hell is an orange polka dotted pig? No, actually i'm fine with that but the blue lippy doesn't go! *Tsk. hurhurhur

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Find your flavor here!

Arhahaha! I'm here to bloggg! ::rolls eyes at herself:: just got back from steamvoat dinner at Marina South...Billy's daughter is in hospital (again)...she just underwent an operation. Poor girl...bought her a giganormous teddy bear :) (I wanted it!!) haha...billy and my mum's havin some errr...disagreements...but hey...I have decided not to be so pro-active on this one. I can't believe it (and yes, I'll say it again...) school's starting so soon! *scowl* oh well. I just found out about 5 minutes ago that I have worship rehearsal tommorrow...lazy ol' me didn;t check me email again! Been having this weird craving for steaming hot New England clam chowder...Mmmm.

*mega wails* hey people...my loser tagboard is at the bottom of the page...yes...scroll all the wayyy dooowwwn...i can't seem to fix it!!!

Okay. This shitty ass thing is so problematic...can someone teach me how to set it straight?

yesyesYES! Its 2:26am and IT-dumbo me has FINALLY succeeded in putting the darn tagboard here! wa lao eh...*rubs eyes* hate adrian harvey...*curses*

It's after the rain now and the humidity is setting in...so its kindda stuffy in here. I just woke up from a catnap, only to recceive a call from my mum whose at NUH waiting to see her shrink, that she quarelled with Billy this afternoon. And frankly speaking, he's a TURD. And he really does suck...I was proven right. If there's anyone who can really set an example on "how-not- to-be-like-when-you-grow-up" its him...stttrraight uup. ;-) Run before I bitch at you little man...arhahaha (*slaps herself*)

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and go to mewing.net. because laura's feeling social.

Yay~ its take-a-test-time...and frankly, I dun care if you are annoyed by all these dumb tests, cuz its MY blog...so there! Hahaha...ok...back to being nicer...

By the way, I have just discovered heaven: Pepperidge Farm's seasoned croutons! crunch-crunch, top it off with clam chowder or just eat it with freshly grated cheddar...My best comfort-TV-Bitching food for the next semester!

I am Chocolate Flavoured. I am sweet and a little bit naughty. I am one of the few clinically proven aphrodisiacs. Sometimes I can seem a little hard, but show warmth and I soon melt. What Flavour Are You?

Damn! I'm such a blur blob nowadays...Met up with Feng today, went to Scott's foodcourt to eat. We gave her a jigsaw puzzle...and i tot that we were meeting on friday!!! *wails* i'm losing my memory!!! until laing msged me this morning...anyways, we did have a good time today...though they weren't many people. Did some catching up. I can't believe that school is starting soon! Arrgh! Tough modules ahead....
Will blog later...

Yay~! Meeting on Friday for Feng's birthday...can't wait to see the dearie... and of course my secondary school friends. Wish we had more oppurtunities to meet. I'm still itching to go shopping. Listening to "The Way You Look Tonight" by Frank Sinatra...happy jazz...hopefully I won't slip further into depression...(arhahaha..do-do)

Tommorrow I have to accompany my mum for physiotheraphy...whoohoo~ Maybe Simei or Tampines has nicer things to sell? I doubt so...Oh well...I'm pining for my toss slippers. *HINT-HINT* (smirk)

Some kind of hysteria I'm going through...

Tell me, look at me in the eye, do I look like I love you?

I hate responsibility!

I am having a headache...I wish I were in a Spa right now...*slaps herself* what's wrong with me?!

FINALLY! I made it to town today...but there's like nothing much to buy though...and I didn't enjoy shopping that much...only bought undies today. :-( oh well...

Attended a wedding dinner at Holiday Inn yesterday...was another one of those superficial-people gatherings...::rolls eyes:: I can't believe what some people say...
Person 1: Oh eunice! Where are you studying now?
Me: Err...Ngee Ann Polytechnic
Person 1: What are you studying?
Me: Mass comm.
(beat of silence)
Me: Mass Communications
(another beat of silence)
Person 1: What do you learn in err...Mass Communications
Me: TV, Radio production, PR, Advertising, Journalism...stuff like that...
Person 1: Ohhhhh (Finally a light dawns)

Imagine talking to a roomful of people who like have the same reaction....whoo~

I can't believe that the holidays are coming to an end...it seems so soon...I dun even feel rested or relax. Well, maybe its because of taking care of my mum and stuff...Hopefully I won't have a breakdown next semester...I really dun want to leave my classmates!!! *wails*

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I am a crazy, ditzy, luka-luka, take-a-deep-breath-let-it-out-slow-and-look-u-straight-in-the-eye wOMAN

My ass...I dun look anything like that...but its either that or Gwen stefani...they dun seem to have anything in between... ;-)

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I pray that tommorrow will be a good day for all, and as each day goes by, we will be one step closer in our quest to seek God and our answers. I pray that everyone will be happy and maybe for that single moment, we will feel that immense sense of reassurance wash over us, chasing our insecurities and fears away. For that one moment, when we are praying, may we be at peace. :-)

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Alrighty! I think I haven't blogged for two days...whoO~ Went to Ikea with Liang today to shop for picture frames. It was definitely a good break from home. We met the night before and chatted till 1 am in the morning. Haha, even though I was having a splitting headache, he and Siang didn't fail to make me laugh. Something I have not been doing much lately. Almost forgot about the IS voting thingy today...Good thing I remembered and thanks Ash for helping me go online to vote yea! Love you...

Whoo~ Hope I will have a chance to make it to town so that I can at least get around and do some shopping! Anyways, I baked lassagne today and well, it came out looking a tad strange, but I'm glad that I still remember how to bake the damn thing. Cooked for Billy and the Kids...wa lao, those people never eaten lassagne in their whole lives...a good thing too, if not they would have noticed some differences in mine.

Well, I really wish that I could have more time to myself. Gotto start doing my nails soon, they look like a wreck...haha...yesyes, roll ure eyes...bimbo activity... -__-

I'm sure as hell gonna miss my classmates...thanks for being perfect bitching partners and for always caring...*screams: TOF!!!!*

"What if I am actually good at something I have spent my whole life running away from?

There is definitely a fear there. We go about making choices. Let's just hope that our choices are made with good intentions. There's no knowing what your other choice might lead u to, well, maybe you might forsee it but its never a concrete visualisation. (hope i used the correct word) You never know what u might become, so of course there is a fear there. I fear the unknown, but (hopefully) I will tread on. :-)

"What If I Lose My Belief In God?"

Well, One can always question the existence of one, or even ask how a good God could seemingly forsake or neglect. God seems rather faraway now but there is no denial that he is present, whether close to my heart or not. Ever since some time back, I've always been on a quest to seek what has run dry in my spiritual life, trying to gain new closeness and renewal. It might have come to the point whereby God seemed rather non-existent in my life. Maybe I ironically shut him up while trying to find him all at the same time. The thing is, I admit that well, I'm a lousy christian...I'm not theologically sound, nor do I know much about being a "Good" christian. But one thing I do know is that he does exist. When you do feel His presence, Its a truly unexplainable, moving experience. You just know he's there. May His Presence be with you too...(Hope I'm not sounding corny)

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I hope that I haven't been making this blog sound like a suicidal, depressed bitch-fest (like some other blogs)...Its just that I am not at my happiest now. Somehow, I feel as if I am always tired and tense. I feel suffocated as if I can't do what i want to and that my movements are restricted.

Somehow I feel rather foolish that I succumbed to something that I have been trying to fight against.

Went blading in the middle of the night last night and well, the void deck's not a good place to blade. Bladed past a funeral amongst other things...ironically, the people seemed to be having a rather swell time...Bladed past the carpark where Evans used to pick me up in the wee hours of the morning and we'd just drive to wherever we felt like going. Shit. Alright! This shall NOT be a place of mourning!! I just have to get over it. Period.

I'm all out of faith
This is how I feel
I'm cold and I am shamed
Lying naked on the floor
Illusion never changed
Into something real
I'm wide awake
And I can see
The perfect sky is torn

Haha...just got back from watching a mindless movie aka snowdogs...i think i enjoyed my hotdog more. The only thing that was nice were the alaskan huskies...but I do prefer cats. Suddenly feel quite alone, and I have no where to go. I think I'll go down and blade for a while.

The outing was nice. We did a lot of girl chat...me and my sec. school gal pals. Wondering where a member has dissappeared to. The last I heard, she was in Indonesia, training Badminton...yea, yea.

Well, here goes: My to-do list:

1. Get some books
2. Try to blade more often
3.Shop, shop, SHOP!
4. Meet up with TOF...soon, I hope?
5.Get more sleep
6. Practice anger management??!

My Shopping list: (whoohoo~)

1. Slippers from Toss, m)phosis..etc...too lazy to type all...
2. Pedal Pushers
3.Bikini Bottom
4. Really cool accessories from this place
5. More Tees I think
6. A new wallet!
7. Bloodbros bag
8. A belt (wanted to get it from Morgan but it dissappeared!..SOb)
9. Perfume from either Hugo Boss, Dior or Anna Sui.
10. A sundress
11. and the list goes on...yada yada...

Today is a Semi-Good Day

I am going out later to catch a dumb movie and have dinner. Its agony when the Great Singapore Sale is on and you can't do anything except stay at home and rot.

Had a major unloading session to ben last night...I think I must have flooded the screen...Thanks ben, for listening and being sensitive.

Had an ok day on Sunday. Went to have Conrad Hotel's cheesecake which was divine...I am hooked. And later opp. the road to Paulen Brahaus for home-brewed beer, which was surprisingly smooth and more pleasant to drink than any other beer I've tasted. Then I went to watch Panic Room. Its not a bad movie.

Billy had a talk with my mum, I think and today she isn't getting on my case that much.

Yes. There is a GOD.

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kind of clothes should I be wearing? by Evelyn

okok! i shall STOP taking em dumbo tests! *Chants: Must stop tests...must stop tests*

A Phrase ringing in my head: " I will not love you any differently, given a second chance..."
Reassurance at its best..for me, that is. Thanks, Monica-Bitching-other friend...

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Yay~! I can't believe that I have actually started this blog thingy...hoohoo. A challenge for the IT idiot that I am...enjoying taking the tests on Ash's blog...

Well, well, well....

What WB drama are you?
You are most daring, and like the quote says, you grab the bull by the horns! You do what makes you happy, not what anyone tells you to do. Because of this attitude, chances are that you're the creative type, whether it be with a paintbrush, a guitar, a journal, etc. You're also pretty laid-back, so it's casual all the way for you. You'd rather be comfortable than be a slave to fashion. Finally, you're a total romantic. Love is most important to you, so you will do whatever it takes to protect it. You might not go as far as Felicity did (she flew across the country to follow Ben!), but definitely fight for it with all you've got.

I hearby declare today What The Fuck Day.

Feeling so irritated and angsty now. My mum has been getting on my case since god knows when and she's really being a huge pain in the ass...to the extent that even Billy says that there are other things worth doing that insinuate that I have a mojor attitude problem. Was the first time that i felt so angry, i could hit her. Then, realisation hit me...she is more mundane than I have ever thought she could be. Anyways, today, i went all the way to NUH to accompany my mum who for some queer reason wanted to extract her tooth. So what's a daughter got to do except ruin her plans for the day and go with the woman who happens to think that she could die from over-bleeding from tooth extraction.

GOD.

Went to FCBC on sunday. Was, well, more refreshing than I expected. Realised that what I have been seeking spritually, is actually close to the heart. Have been reflecting on the past half on the year and I find that I've been using and decceiving myself most of the time.
Right now, I just want to spend time with myself...go to the beach and blade or shop alone. Have to get away from what has been suffocating me at home. Hell, I'll live, damnit.
So much insecurity looming around me now, that I feel I can't breathe. Liang wanted me to runaway to Indonesia with him over the weekend, but I didn't. Could tell that he was really dissapointed, since I forgot to message him saying that I couldn't make it, leaving him to go without me. i'm really sorry Liang...you know I love you. My best guy pal...

Right. An evil plot is forming in my mind now.

I shall go out tommorrow under the pretence that I have to do school shit. Yes, roll ure eyes...I know its so secondary-schoolish, but fuck it.
Got my results and the grades are ugly and disgraceful...Don't know how to break the news to my mum, the perfectionist. -__-

Oh well, I shall try to carry out my plot to steal time for myself.

Had a class outing with my classmates on 30/05/2002. Didn't know how much I missed them till we met. Its such a pity that we have to part so soon. Will miss them immensely. Had a talk with TOF or rather the OF who were present. Transparency was the word. Came home wondering how I could share so easily about my shit. I think TOF are one of the rare people whom I truly trust and love.
Today was a horrid day. My mum was being her more-than-normal myopic self. Was at a lost of what to say to her. Saddened by the fact that her views on so many issues are so different as compared to mine. Billy's calling me to go to Jalan Kayu for supper. Sorry, but food seems more appealing now.

Contrary to my belief, I have finally started a blog page of my own after immense deliberation. Feel free to read, bitch if you must and yes, welcome to my world.