Cling On

i am in the wilderness
you are in the music in the man's car next to me
somewhere in my sadness
i know i won't fall apart
completely

when i need to be rescued
and i need a place to swim
i have a rock to cling to
in the storm
when no-one can hear
me calling
i have you i can sing to

and in all this
and in all my life

you are the lovers rock
the rock that i cling to
you're the one
the one i swim to in a storm
like a lovers rock

i am in the wilderness
you are in the music in the man's car next to me
somewhere in my sadness
i know i won't fall apart
completely
and in all this
and in all my life

you are the lovers rock
the rock that i cling to
you're the one
the one i swim to in a storm
like a lovers rock

you are the lovers rock
the rock that i cling to
you're the one
the one i swim to in a storm
like a lovers rock
Sade - Lover's Rock

Half Closed Eyes
This week has been horrid. I need to get away from all of this SOON. O right, the weekend aint gonna be fun either. Its just more work, work and more work.
Sheesh. Oh and by the way, I think I am going to fail Media Management. Yay to that, simply Yay-ish. Never think your work is good, even if you prioritised and did work before hand.
-Rolls Eyes-
Let me Out.

Yeah, its Mad Season!!! Woop-de-doo...
Feeling really hyper now *jumps* Though I think I have errr....round abt a truckload of work to complete plus no rest and an attachment after...hmm. *shrugs* O well...
By the way, if you are puzzled by the Royaldom Quizz, dun try too hard to complete the quizz.
I think Queen Mother is mad...*whispers* Yes...ssshhh.
The weekend was GREAT
Not going for feature writing was the best thing I did e whole week.
Muahaha....now for another goddamned week ahead.
*Throws Confetti*

Its Coming, Its coming...

Chilled out with most of Royaldom at Cartel (Yes good ole cartel) the other night. It was really fun. We talked about erm, weird things, hahha....*looks at Gene, whispers: Number One!*
Hahaha...feeling quite irritable, antagonistic and snappy this week, which only means, the little red friends are coming....actually I realised I don't quite like the term, little red friends. They ain't no friends. More like the Big P. Whoohoo...
*Pauses*
Just heard WWE on the TV downstairs....WHOO~ In some weird obscure insane way, I think the Big Show is kind of cute...My brother and I are speculating whether he sang his own intro/theme song. HAHA. Yay, show me the violence, or rather....Whylence

Things we always repeatedly say:
1. I am Shoooo tired/sleepy/shag/zonked out (Since when are we not?)
2. Aye what time is it ar?
3. Work is piling up...(since when is it not piling up)
4. I wish the holidays would come
5. I am so bored (Erm, since when are we not?)
6. I'm Hungry. (okay, maybe only me, but it aint my fault)
7. Want to go toilet?
8. You finish your work anot yet?
9. Are we going out?
10. Don't talk to me in the morning, I got no idea (Or at least gene, every morn, haha)

Drinks, movies and quality time

[Oh and by the way, Jason, if you ever stumble onto this place, I am SO sorry I couldn't make it for your concert. Haha...There is always time, no?]

Carried In the Wind

I'll Remember You

Sorry wasn't good enough
A song without meter and rhyme
A long forgotten promise I recalled I made to you
A candle flame dies in the wind
It looks like it's about to rain, about to rain

Spirals from your cigarette
Your sweet colgone on my pillow
Messages you left me still sing like some lullaby
Pretty pictures on the wall
Hopes in us will rise & fall, rise & fall

And in the rain, in summer days too
When the willow tree weeps too
Under street light so bright
I'll rememeber you everyday

The plane leaves in an hour's time
Hold me till our last goodbye
Silence is the only sound
No words can speak it through
I'll breathe your breath for one last time
You'll be strong and so will I, so will I

Chorus:
And in the rain
In summer days too
When the willow tree weeps too
Under street lights so bright
I'll remember you
I'll remember you
I'll remember you
Everyday
-I'll Remember You, Tanya Chua-

Ache


You watch but you don't see
You hear but you don't listen
You touch but you don't feel
You know but you don't comprehend

I am exhausted. *Points down to previous post* See that word repeated?
Finally...the shit was submitted. Albeit harrowing experiences at the last minute.
Now it is time to finish Media Mgt, due on Tuesday.
Mum's going away...
Being shutter happy now.
I need a break. I need lots of ice cold water, an ice cold watermelon, Air-con, a warm bed, Bodyshop's butter in Melonseed and a goood bath. Yes.
Silk, Satin and Lace.

You turn the truth, then you turn your back,
You're a victim of yourself.
-Sick and Tired by Black Sabbath-

Had another positively exhausting day today.
My patience, tact and openess is lacking and wearing thin.
Your ability to make room for the insignificant-at-the-moment is stupendous.

Hands Clasped


Updated March 11 2003, 11:19pm
If there were no words
No way to speak
I would still hear you
If there were no tears
No way to feel inside
I'd still feel for you

And even if the sun refused to shine
Even if romance ran out of rhyme
You would still have my heart until the end of time
You're all I need my love my Valentine

All of my life
I have been waiting for
All you give to me
You've opened my eyes
And shown me how to love unselfishly

I've dreamed of this a thousand times before
But in my dreams I couldn't love you more
I will give you my heart
Until the end of time
You're all I need, my love, my Valentine

And even if the sun refused to shine
Even if romance ran out of rhyme
You would still have my heart until the end of time
'Cause all I need is you, my Valentine
You're all I need, my love, my Valentine
~Valentine, Martina McBride and Jim Brickman~

I have prayed. I will pray.
Sometimes, no matter what happens, it is important to give thanks. Yes, even when it hurts. And today I have something to be thankful for.
To you: Hang Tight.
In every sense of the word.
Have faith in her newfound faith.

Counting...Counting...
What was supposed to be a relatively "lively" day in town turned out to be a "head home" instead. Fell asleep on the train, in fact I fell asleep as soon as I sat down.
*Sigh* Its irritating to know that I have not completed work. I need to check something off the list. Wait...I need to get a list. School starts in approximately 2 days.
Don't want to sleep yet. Don't want to touch my bed. The pillows seem rearranged the past few days. Someone has been snoozing in my bed. *looks at Dorcas*
Got three days of laundry to do tom...because some people went traipsing down to other people's houses...
I wish you were here. Wish you would come over.
Trust me. I can count on one hand the number of times I see you per week.
Does it matter?
I don't know.
Maybe a glass of water would help.

Talk To The Fucking Hand
So much for good intentions, so much for them.

This Is the Life...

Had a great day today....slow and easy. A much needed breather in between breaks. I swear I love lazing under the sun, in the water, lying there. Its absolutely serene.
Of course, a trip to town after is always good.
I want to go to Port Dickson during the holidays, or someday.
*Drops HUGE hint*
Ahem.

The Name Game?
[E]Your greatest need is to talk. If your date is not a good listener, you have trouble relating. A person must be intellectually stimulating or you are not interested sexually. You need a friend for a lover and a companion for a bedmate. You hate disharmony and disruption, but you do enjoy a good argument once in a while -- it seems to stir things up. You flirt a lot, for the challenge is more important than the sexual act for you. But once you give your heart away, you are uncompromisingly loyal. When you don't have a good lover to fall asleep with, you will fall asleep with a good book. (Sometimes, in fact, you prefer a good book.)

*raises eyebrow* Lol...Just had to lift this from Gene's site...

Time to Pick Up the Pieces

-Updated 1:24am
I have so much I want to say to you...
Thanks for making me happy.

Announcement
*Taps Mic*
Due to Nicholas Ye Fuming exercising his grandson rights and one time privilege card, his name has been shifted to the top of the list. (Actually I think it is a ploy to get more people to visit his site) *ahem*