Shut Up When I'm Talking to You

Positively irritated, livid and grumpy. Sorry wen and gene for being a prissy bitch last night.
Excuse me while I go rot somewhere.

Yes, Its Just Me, Rambling Again
You know what, I realised that for the past few entries, my posts have been decidedly predictable. Its like: "Oh yeah she is sick, tired, she wants to sleep and the office is boring." Stuff like that. And I realised that I have been perpetually sick for a long time. So, again I reiterate. If in 30 years I call some of you guys up and tell you I have Nose Cancer or some fatal disease of sorts, please do not tell me you cannot remember who I am. That's firstly. And secondly, please visit me, and while you're at it, bring some nice flowers or something, not the wilting el-cheapo carnations and chrysantamums please (pardon e spelling). And also please bring some good food along, because I am pretty sure they'll feed me badly there. I'll prolly get weak porridge, a glucose drip and a few measly slices of papaya.
Okay, now that I'm done with that. Moving on. I realise that when you are sick or have been perpetually sick, you become this ole grumpy, disagreeable person. Its like the slightest thing can irk you. Like: "Why the hell is the Mediaplayer on shuffle mode again?!" or:"Why do I have four pimples on my chin?!" Stuff like that. Anyways, sorry to Gene for ranting at her the whole of yesterday...that is what happens when your best ICQ friend turns baaaad. Hah.
Oh and by the way, I am thinking of re-doing my layout...would love to have a little assistance *coughs* -Hints- *coughs* The black looks rather gloomy does it not? Oh and even though there is this sad looking black and white picture of a lonely woman, it does not mean that I am manic depressive and that I hate my life and I want to commit suicide...I realise people have been telling me that the blog seems too gloomy and moody. O well. -curses-
I feel rather perky today. Which is good. Thinking of what to eat for lunch. Yes yes, I am ALL about food...*dry laughter*

Bleah
Was frieaking late for work today...thank god no one noticed. I feel very lazy and lathargic. All I want to do is lie down and sleep the day away. argh. Clubbing last night was really fun, a much needed break which resulted in me oversleeping.
-sigh-
I have to say, things move very slowly here. People do things slowly here and I cann't stand it! So irritating. If they sped things up, everyone would be out of here by 4pm. Ugh.
In a grouchy mood today. -snaps-

Yawn
So here I am, in the office on a Saturday morning. Feeling warm and cozy because I got my shawl, which also means that I am half falling asleep. Lol.
I declare today to be Laundry Day. Have resolved to go home and wash my clothes...got loads of work clothes and jeans to wash among other stuff...
Chilled with the girls last night. It was fun, I haven't laughed so hard in ages, especially when Merv shouts. HAHA...
Can't wait to get home.

Bling Bling
I heareby declare that I am broke. Yup. Trying to save as much as I can by not splurging on unecessary things because the purse strings have been tightened!
The weather has been terribly humid and warm. *Gene, do your Rain spell!!*
Work is good. Mr Paine will be visiting me soon, haha. Cpywriting for some National Day Ad was really fun. Now I know how much copywriters earn. Damnit.
Gosh, I left my swipe card in the office!! Have no idea how I am going to get in tomorrow. Prolly will have to stand outside till someone passes by. Argh. Absent minded!

Gosh

Somewhere in Munich
-Coutesy of Don who just came back from Europe-

Overwhelmed
I'm sitting at the computer in the sweltering heat, thinking of what to do later.
And suddenly the Mediaplayer jumps a notch, a song loads and plays.
Call it PMS or hormones, but something triggers and I find myself overwhlemed by this surge of recollections.
It hits a raw nerve, and all of a sudden, I become pensive. Its like a blanket of fears creeping up, inching over me.
And the moment passes. And I am momentarily blank, everything comes to a standstill. Only the constant whirl of the fan is heard.
I take a deep breath.
And the Mediaplayer jumps another notch.
Sometimes I wonder how to step forward without being thrown back.

Hazy Mornings. . .
I swear I dun get no peace anywhere. Someone book me into a resort on a virgin beach now!!! I can't even sleep in on Saturdays! I woke up at friggin 8.00am to let the maid in...but its okay~ After that, I tried to get back to sleep and I hear loud vacumming, brother playing music and his goddamned horrid-on-the-ears electric guitar. Eargh!! And when I finally fell asleep amidst the noises, I get woken up by the maid cuz she wants to clean the room. *seethes*
-Chants Repeatedly: "I am one with the World, the World is one with Me" and breathes in and out-
Okay. Supposed to go eye brow trimming with Gene but I don't know if she is awake... "Well obviously not, only you'd be awake at this time!!!" -sigh- I got my little red friends...
Work is picking up, got my telephone line and email configured. I am shifting desks to my supervisor's side, no more quiet cubicle...the new cubicle is near the windows so its airy and I get a view, but I think I don't have as much desk space. Will be working alternate Saturdays if I work an extra half and hour... *sigh* Wen doesn't have to work Saturdays at all...Got a few assignments to do, at least its better than reading newsies all day...
Hopefully I can do a little bit of shopping today. window shopping that is.
Okay I'm rambling, later then~

Acchooo
Ugh earky morning, in the office already. I am having a bad case of the sniffles...not feeling to awesome.
Its quiet here in the morning, nothing much to do, read e papers...
-sigh-
Met up with the girls on Weds evening, had yummy cartel ribs and wedges. Mmmm
Feeling fatiqued. I feel a tad dumb in the office today~

At Work
Be prepared to see a lot of posts in here from now onwards. Its only me and my internet here, and work of course. I realise that the hours go by really slowly before luch time but quicker after lunch time...Hmmm. However, after lunch, you tend to suffer from post lunch syndrome. Either you want to eat more or sleep more...either way, it affects your concentration and your "alert" face. Haha...
Supervisor: Eunice, are you ok? There is water to drink you know? You look quite erm...
Me: Huh? Yeah I know there is water, no problem.
Supervisor: Yeah, if you are sick you just come over and let me know okay? You look tired.
Me: (Thinking) Maybe I am just bored or its the sit-down syndrome...you sit down for too long and then you start to stone....

Did I mention that I am hungry *Hears voices of everyone echoing* "But you're always hungry..." Noooo~
I swore to myself last night that I would bring a pack of gummy bears to work so I can munch on the poor screaming juicy bears. But I forgot. Drats.
Later~

Blisters
Yeah got them from my new shoes. Apart from that, the day was pretty alright...Security is tight at Temasek Tower though, its like "swipe" land. Luckily you dun have to swipe to go to the loo, and you got to lock everything up on your desk. Spent majority of the day, travelling from floor to floor getting e neccessities and getting used to moving about in the building. Its complicated. Very, and I almost got lost.
Good thing is that people are generally bo chap but friendly if they see you. Got a nice cozy cubicle, so people passing by can't see what I am doing unless they peer over. First half of the day was tiresome, I din get my PC yet and when I did, there were probs with the Internet, so I couldn't do my work. Spent majority of the time reading and reading files of past coverage. So now I am a property guru. My supervisor is nice, but not slack. Got some assignments to do already. -sigh-
Spent the other half of the day communicating to Gene and Roxie via ICQ. Hopefully they set up my telephone line real quick...
O well...at least I was kept rather busy. Funny how sitting around can be so tiring.
Oh, did I mention, there were other students from SP Property Management and I was so scared when they came cuz all of em were wearing slippers and three quarts!!! But later on, they were sent to the land depts, so it wasn't that awkward. Arg.

View From the Top
The past few days have been great...though there is only officially 2 more days till my ITP (silly me couldn't get to my supervisor), I enjoyed myself a lot. Sorted out my whole wardrobe yesterday afternoon, will some help of course...now I know what I can wear and what not to wear to work.
Had a great day yesterday, really great. Surprising, but I am rather happy now. But I shall not repeat it, incase I jinx anything... :x
I'm glad things are somewhat falling into place. :-)

You are Storm!

You are very strong and very protective of those
you love. You are in tune with nature and are
very concerned with justice and humanity.
Unfortunately, certain apprehensions and fears
are very hard for you to overcome, and can
often inhibit you when most need to be strong.


Which X-Men character are you most like?
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The Morning After
Its OVER!!!!!!! Yay. As you can see, the exams are over to its time to relax, relax and relax more. Went on a sinful shopping spree with the girls yesterday. We ended up so tired we decided to forgo drinks. Hoho. Luch yesterday was fabulous, though I have never eaten half the things in my entire life. But it was really yummy. :-) Yay.
Came home exhausted and then decided at the very last minute to catch a movie with Josh at bishan. The guy is damn good, he managed to run down to Bishan within 10 minutes to watch X2. By the way, X2 is fantabulistic, but why did Jean Grey have to . . .It din happen in the comics!!! (Did It?) Then sat down in some ulu-samy void deck thingy with my fagotty-do-da-dey friend chatting and chatting till the cows came home...hahha. Yeah its been a long time.
=) Its a lovely morning!!!! And I have got cravings for pizza and lamb masala! Hooo~

Ugh
Alright, after failing to get a good rest of any sort, I have resorted to popping 5 pills, all for various purposes. They better make me get well soon! argh. Maybe that's why my tummy seems a little bit queasy now.
Well, the medresh paper, was quite okay and relatively manageable. *crosses fingers* Hopefully ad will be the same.
Feeling miserable and cold now.

Sniff
Freak. I woke up this morning to find myself freezing and feeling as sick as hell...I better get well by tmr morning. I dun want to be thrown out of the exam hall! *wails*
And I was supposed to finish revision for Ad today! argh. Feeling fatigued. *sigh*
Back to hitting the books. :-(

Sitting, Exhausted
Two nights in a row I sit at the computer feeling a tad exhausted and brain fried. Feeling wafts of indifference floating around me. I want to do things together, you and I. I want to go places.
I want to know who I am.
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Medresh is such a goddamned bitch, just finished studying. Who said anything about notes being comprehensive. *Mental note to read Medresh carefully* Shall start on advert soon.
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I want to go somewhere faraway. Won't you take me? We could explore so many things. Throw all your cares and ties away, cut the ribbons that bind you.
I want to hear maniacal laughter. I want to fly. I want to take this to a higher level.
I should be able to scar you, to cut like you do. I should be able to feel like I could.
But you choose to sit, in your little quiet room, occupying yourself. Unwinding little knots in your life.
Can't you see the BIGGER picture?
Sometimes I am content, sometimes I am irked.
Most of the time, I try not to be.
Try to leave a little time for me won't you?

Sunrise
I love it when you do not have to go to school...It feels so nice :-) Anyways, it shall be a good day today, only have 4 more chapters of medresh to go. I smell something stew-y in the air, making be think of beef goulash. Mmm...
Perhaps I shall watch a movie today, after I finish studying...anyone wants to watch a movie? hoho...
But first, a nice bath :-)