Monday, June 27, 2005

Amoebafied?

Before I lunge into my intended topic, let's just wax lyrical a little about my weekend and other lil inane things/errands that I intend to run...
Did a nail session with Apple on Friday. Its been months since I let myself indulge in that so I must say I thoroughly enjoyed it, though the guilty feeling and lighter pocket after did not feel so good. Dinner after at Din Tai Fung where as usual, we gorged ourselves silly with dumplings. Paul was left clueless as to why the 2 girls were giggling non stop when he asked what "Dan Dan mian" was, thinking it was some funky dish and proceeded to order a bowl full of noodles and beancurd skin despite my warnings.

Saturday was spent spectacle-shopping in the heartlands, before proceeding home to watch Mr and Mrs Smith on DVD. (I would have never paid $8.50 to watch that crappy movie. Wassup with the John Woo-like shots and the Spanish music everytime something supposedly romantic happens?) Snacked on chips, juice and tuna sandwiches before heading to Gardens for beer and wings and 15 mins of the World Cup Qualifiers between Germany & Brazil. Note to self: Proper meals instead of unhealthy snacks!!

Sunday was spent at church as usual followed by a very long rehearsal, messing about with song arrangements and working out transitions - its the first time the worship team, and church in fact, are attempting to have a revival worhsip with abt 15-20 songs...almost non-stop. Singing 5 to 6 fast songs consecutively in G can be quite a challenge, ha.

Today's my last day. I came in to clear up some jobs and basically pack some shit up. The feeling is near-euphoric.

Tuesday will be a busy day, picking up my I/C at Lavendar followed by a social visit to Hudson at Suntec. Prolly poke around a lil at the Bugis flea market in between. Aye Bugis people (you know who you are)...Lunch ai mai?

On to my topic...I never thought I would have to talk about this...again, after Year 2 in Poly...or was it Year 1. Remember when blogs first became popular? There was this whole discussion about defamation on blogs, bitching on blogs, name-dropping on blogs etc. It opened up a whole new area in terms of security and disclosure of information on the net and the like. First there were email laws and then now people started wondering if those applied to blogs. The idea of sharing your thoughts on the World Wide Web is not novel, but blogging opened up a new dimension for expression with blogger, livejournals, movable type etc. People could post pictures, links, rant daily, have their blogs searchable on the internet, tune in to RSS feeds, its a whole new ball game now.
I remember at that time, some people started to get angry at what other people posted on their blogs, be it their opinions, their daily rants, their very direct bitchings or even now, their naked pictures. (Ha Ha Ha)

I would think that every self-respecting blogger would understand the power conferred to them as they post words on a platform that has a mass reach. I would also think that every self respecting blog reader would respect the content posted by the blogger and know when to draw the line between getting upset over a post based on truths, safeguarding the intended with anonymity and getting upset over an outright violation of the above mentioned, i.e malicious name-dropping etc.

I always reserve a lot of amusement for those who abhor bloggers, citing that bloggers are a bunch of pretentious, attention-seeking lot who have nothing to do but write gibberish and post pictures of their happy pseudo glam lives, but still religiously visit them, keep bookmarks and hang on every sentence posted. Irony indeed. The reason why you keep visiting so and so's blog is because although you abhor the person/the person's posts, some sadistic, perverted reaction in you makes you want to keep on reading. I mean, c'mon, I've read blogs filled with "gibberish", sexcapades, smoochy-mushing gooo, perrenial bitchings, gloomy "I'mma topping maself" rantings, goth-freak poetry and I've come away thinking "What the hell is wrong with these people?!" but the next morning, I go back to view them again.

Like it or not, blogs, bloggers and blog-readers are here to stay. If you do not like the rantings of one's post, you can (1) Not read it in future, saving yourself the distress (2) Post an apt retort if the said blogger is, in your perception maligning you (3) Sue him/her if you think your good name is being defamed

If you choose to remain silent, then deal with it. Public opinion will always be there. If you have a perennial obsession with public opinion, then you've got to rise out of it, instead of looking for someone to blame. Not all opinions about you are good. Its that simple. Everyone has a right to voice their opinions about a topic or person, whether good or bad. If it does not do harm to you professionally, or cause you grievious pain, especially since a sensitive blogger has protected the subject with anonymity, what's the fuss?

I got a call in the evening about an option (2) as mentioned above, posted by a defensive boyfriend, outraged at the association of him with a certain type of motor vehicle. Hey, at least the said boyfriend has the balls to post a retort on his own blog. However, I don't think you're really getting the point/dig at you buddy. Reading the retort makes me want to launch into the defense of my profession...but that's another story for another day.

So a simple rule applies: Don't like, Don't read lah. Not say people post your name or talk bad about you in an obvious way or say you no good to your professional contacts right. Haiya.

Aye wait, you still reading ah? ;-)

Friday, June 24, 2005

Amoebas

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Anyways, HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY ASHLYNN!

Monday, June 20, 2005

Itchy Fingers

I need to get a new layout! Tried messing with the current layout and the alignment went haywire. So now it looks like shit, without any image to boot. Roar. HTML sucks.

I can't wait to walk out of this place. Top of the stuff on the list would be to get down to some proper cooking & cleaning, then shopping at ikea for some much needed stuff. After I get everything cleaned up, I'mma gonna hit the pool, get my brows done and buy a book to read.

I feel myself clawing at the office doors to get out. Ugh. Bad aura, bad aura.

Went to JB over the weekend. I think I am going to buy my clothes from JB next time. Saw some seriously funky stuff and pigged out on hawker fare. I wish I could take another holiday but I got to save it for another time.

Holidays rock, ikan bakar rocks, kambing soup rocks, shoes rock, money rocks, ginger tea rocks, swimming rocks, sleeping rocks...ummm yeah.

Wednesday, June 15, 2005

Relief

I'm leaving my Agency. Finally.
R&R...WoOt!

Monday, June 13, 2005

Just Another Manic Monday

My colleagues are watching some comedy fest on their iBooks. Their low, grunting, semi-mongoloid (scuse e spelling) laughter make me feel slightly ill. I desperately need to S.T.O.P Working. I think I need to take a break. I've been working non stop since May and I realised I should stop conferring so much importance to finding a new job, with a better pay etc etc.

When my boss walks into the office, I have these really sick Ally McBeal reactions like how Calista Flockhart imagines she's doing something to the other person when she's not. Let me illustrate. Like when he walks in, I can see myself barfing green goo all over him, dripping down and flooding the office in bucketfuls so that everything is swimming in my barf. Or like when he comes nearer I hear myself yelling "Fuck off hoe!!" like in this high pitched hyena-like roar while flinging tons of files & papers his way. Or like when he speaks, I have visions of myself stuffing his head into the paper shreader.

These lil thoughts entertain me to no end in the office. Especially when there is completely nothing to do except surf the net, chat on MSN and burn CDs. Well, actually there's stuff to do, but seriously why bother? I'd rather be downloading Basement Jaxx and burning it.

Things I want to do once I am officially jobless:
1. Swim everyday
2. Clean my house
3. Do the laundry
4. Read the papers and drink juice in the morning
5. Watch old movies
6. Cook lunch & dinner for everyone
7. Window shop
8. Sleep more
9. Pig out
10. Get a brainless part time job with little expectations, social interaction and prompt payment

Sounds like a plan to me. -goes back to visions of the office engulf in fiery flames-

Wednesday, June 08, 2005

Holiday!!!
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Monday, June 06, 2005

Thanks

I am thankful for belting out Mandarin songs into an echoey mic at some stuffy lounge.
I am thankful for expanding church activites and newfound independance.
I am thankful for black pepper crab tang hoon, Indo fried rice, Tauhu, springrolls and mostly, company.
I am thankful for late night assurance in the midst of uncertainty.
I am thankful sobering moments in the office toilet amidst tissues and bitter tears.
I am thankful for being grounded and unwavering faith in good things.
I am thankful for a refuge in books.
I am thankful for midnight pop-bys and surprises.
I am thankful.

Things make me feel so bitter and helpless sometimes but I know I am protected by His grace. Ploughing through despond is possible. *chants*

Thursday, June 02, 2005

Keep Moving

So I am back from the hiatus. Happy pics from KL/Genting to be up if I am not too lazy and decide to install a proper edition of Photoshop that will not expire after 30 days (yes I am cheap) or if I can steal my designer's comp for a bit. KL rocked, Genting didn't.

Things have changed somewhat. I really need to get down to DOING THINGS that I have been procrastinating for so long. Arg. I noticed a fair bit of people have been joining the teaching profession because they're sick of the corporate life/world/humdrum. Well I hate it too -think gerbil running endlessly on plastic treadmill- but oh well.

Also I need to get a pop-up blocker on my office comp. Getting "Live Cam Show Sluts" popups every 10 mins is getting quite disturbing. Umm what else...oh yeah sleeping religiously before 12am really helps on the getting to work 10 mins before 9am routine that I have been trying to set up.

We tried (emphasis on the word "tried") to have some sort of an office party/get together/something last evening that resulted in 4 people pigging out on pizza and playing taboo. I like pizza and taboo, but that's about it.

Happy Birthday to Apple, can't wait for dinner on Friday. Finally! And Marmalade Pantry on Weds. Hurrah. Oh yeah and many apologies to Ash who called me at 10pm two days ago. I was sleeping and worse still I didn't remember talking to her or picking up the phone the next day, which I did. Wrrrd.

I need to get out soon.